I'm tired....

Of being invisible
Of never being listened to.
Of feeling alone.
Of wanting you.
Of crying over you.
I'm tired of dreaming, than waking up and realizing that what I dreamt will never come true.
I'm tired of being single.
I'm tired of not having someone to hold me.
I'm just fucking tired of being looked over.


Notice me damnit.

I want...

To show you around my hometown.
To take you to the Fair.
To hold your hand.
To have your hand around my waist.
To have you look at me like I'm the only one for you.
To have silly romantic pictures.
You to make me laugh when I want to cry.
To hold me when I'm feeling lonely.
Someone I can call, no matter what.
Someone who will like all my quirks.
Someone who gets me.
I want your beautiful blue eyes to look into mine, while I'm wrapped in your arms.
I want you to sing to me.
To write songs about me.
I want to live out stupid sappy country music songs with you.
I want you to know who I am.
To realize I'm alive....

I guess we can't always get what we want, can we?