So, sometimes I wonder why I'm friends with a certain friend of mine.
Take Friday night. She came over to play games with my family, because that's what kind of a friend she is.. more like a sister. And after both of us getting the feeling that someone was talking about us, she looks at me with wide eyes and texts me... instead of just saying what came to her mind. I knew this wasn't going to be good, so when I read the text asking me how would I feel going on a double date, I freaked.
Let me explain further.
So. Not only was the date supposed to be the next night, I've never met either of the guys that we would be meeting. I was basically being brought along because my friend didn't want to drive down to meet this guy by herself. Not because she didn't trust him, just because she didn't want to or whatever. Apparently, when this guy asked her, and she responded as such, he came up with the idea of a double date, with either me or her best friend being the chosen ones. So after deciding on me (without asking me how I felt about all this), they went through my facebook pictures, where HE chose a picture that he thought was suitable to show to this guy.
Meaning, I'd be the only one going in blind to this thing.
Well. Finding this out all in one night sent me into a frenzy... and after thinking about it, it pissed me off.
First off, finding out that they refer to me as Good Girl, simply because I have traditional parents, and very little experience with guys didn't sit well at all.
Then, the fact that my FIRST EVER DATE would be a "hey, why not, she's kind of cute" kind of thing... really annoyed me. Even though the other friends I talked to about this encouraged me to go on this date (which didn't happen, in case you were wondering), I have decided that I wont.
Why? It's simple.
I want my first date to be with someone who has gotten to know me, and wants to know me more. Mainly, HE WANTS TO BE WITH ME. No pity dates. I'm holding out for someone with balls.
